ever felt that you are coward? i do! never brave enough to make the right move. even when it is the right time. always floating. wondering when the light will shine although. it has been there. all along. i was blindsided with the goodness in my position. hell, it sucks when you know you are on the wrong path. yet, had no intention to return back!
ever love someone so bad? well, this time i never. maybe i did once upon a time. but now, myheart is empty. heartless, senseless, hopeless, helpless! dont care FULLSTOP.
hurt someone? oh hell yeah! and i hurt them bad. for you out there, SORRY! never meant to break your heart i tried to fix it. but then again what the fuck! your heart already bleeded anyway. SORRY.
did something you wish you never did? oh this one is BIG yes. until now, regret is all i felt. yet, i didnt know if i could put it to stop. screw me!
for the record :
im just a stupid person who acts and pretend to be smart. there is more to life than i am now. i live, i learn. i still did. yet, the learning stays there. didnt practically apply it in life. heck, im dying anyway! thanks for reading (:
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